loust soul.

too much on my mind. money money money. car. job. school. clothes. life. where in life do I wanna be? where in life do I wanna go? save save save. that's what gets you to where you wanna be. that's where you wanna go. do something you love? what do I love? I love...love! that's what gets me by. im so free spirited. im a little too down. im a little too crazy. I just need to pipe it down. I wanna go here. I wanna go there. I need to stop dreaming for a second and remember what I have right now. I imagine things happen overnight.

2013

Well, nothing has changed. Still no bestfriend in site. Feeling lonely is something I easily cope with, I've just gotten used to it. Dreaming is something I tend to do a lot. I've also come to the conclusion that I'm slowly becoming awkward towards guys. So I think, but not really. I also fallback when someone becomes too close. My guards are up HIGH, sometimes I can barely see on the other side.