I am standing,
there is no one,
there is no one to hold my hand.

I am sitting,just waiting,
for a miracle to happen.

Do you like that I suffer?
Having nothing to depend on.
Its just me, standing alone.

I want you to watch me rise.
I want you to see that I can do it.
I know I have to start from the bottom to get to the top.

I want you to watch me rise.
I want you to see I am brave.
Brave enough without you.

Cure

I hate the feeling of missing.
It's like my heart isn't listening.
It's dismissing.
I feel like I am missing.

My life is great, but there is somethings I don't appreciate.
Because I am missing a certain something.
My thoughts are jumbled.
And my words are mumbled.
There is no cure.
Unless I have pure.
Pure love from Honey.
Honey Bunny.
Honey Bear.

It's undefined how I am so attached.
She is my patch.
To my broken heart.
Without her.
There is no cure.

im just a girl whose trying to figure out who i am
i am on a path that i have not yet discovered
i am going somewhere new with my life and i have no idea where its going to take me next
i hope along the way i find someone who will treat me right
no stress, no fights
im ready to be committed
i have never done such a rare thing
now a days, commitment is beautiful.
rare is beautiful.
rare is rare.
rare is a trait i carry, because my options varies.
pick and choose. i pick they loose.
take over and find me because im still trying to find myself.
take over and love me and care for me, so i can stop being there just for myself.
but for you too.
fate will take over, and soon it will just be us two.

Sitting quitely
thinking to myself, the question of who i want to be?
wheres the other half of me
I want to be set free
and feel the feeling above the world
once i had to see
that boy i was with wasn't right for me

Trying to recover
from the hurt you appeared over
i can never look at guys the same
i just assume they are trying to spit game.

can someone be different
and show me the way
of finding another
because i give up
find me, significant other.

My feelings for finding someone.
There is a positive and negative view.
To stay strong, i stay on the positive side.
But hearing the songs and stories of love makes me want to go back to what I once I had.
Back to what I thought I once had.
That boy, i fell for bad.
It hard to find someone else when you have a certain specific idea of what you want.
Once you havent found that certain idea, you go back to what you once had because thats all your stuck with.
Thats what I am stuck with.
I need to open up, which I am learning to do.