My feelings for finding someone.
There is a positive and negative view.
To stay strong, i stay on the positive side.
But hearing the songs and stories of love makes me want to go back to what I once I had.
Back to what I thought I once had.
That boy, i fell for bad.
It hard to find someone else when you have a certain specific idea of what you want.
Once you havent found that certain idea, you go back to what you once had because thats all your stuck with.
Thats what I am stuck with.
I need to open up, which I am learning to do.