Beating

I haven't written in so long,
at least to the rhythm of my song.
My beat has changed,
into words that have been rearranged.
Although i miss the constant beating,
instead of just complicated reading.
because its easier like counting 1,2,3,
instead of singing the alphabet like abc.
Sitting & thinking of what to say next,
because it has to rhyme making it more complex.
I not only just explain how i feel in words,
but in a story free writing flying above as a bird.