Saturday, April 24, 2010

something is wrong.

im weak im weak.
i cannot speak.
angry words come into mind, starting to mean something just in a matter of time.
my shivers throughout my body that produce into tears.
this was the worst fear.
showing weakness.
heavy breaths to cure the water in my eyes from dropping.
i just want to be happy.
what did i do so wrong? what has changed.
are you mad i want to be independent & not depend on you.
im me, not you. its i not we.
i try to invovle you, but the cycle starts all over.
i've lost respect for you way back when what has gone wrong since then?
i wish and try to play the part of resepct for you, but then you do something that makes me wonder why i am respecting someone like you?

a simple question turns into the worse.
im calm, your gone. im stuck in my room with you chatting in the background.
it gives me a hot temper, i cool off on my own.
& acting like nothing is wrong as i text my friends on my cell phone.

i have no one to talk to about how you are.
i just want to run away far.
i've never really thought it came down to this but
i really see now you have lost your heart & kindness.

it breaks my heart cause ill i want to do is cry,
cause im weak but im strong.
but there will always be something wrong.

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