i let go.

i finally did it.
i let go of him, idk how or why i did it.
but i just felt like i should.
i loved him too much and i didnt see the same love back.
i didnt want to get hurt again.
it was time.

my heart hurts, i feel sad but yet i feel good.
this is going to be hard recovery since this started 7608.
my heart was pounding and i took my heavy breaths so i wouldnt cry.
i just had to do it.

what we had was kind of pointless i was limiting my love for others.
i was only saving it for one, i still am but maybe just not for him.
i cant for him anymore, he isnt the true one i love.
but i do love him.

i cant believe it but im done with the heartache.