pursuit of happiness.

today i have not yet expeirenced my sad and my happy sad.
i dwell on the past & i dont think about how it causes my future negativity. I dont negativity barbarding my life, i like positivity.
IM HAPPY.
happiness keeps me going ive realized today, i dont know what turned my frown upside down but it perfectly made my life sunny side up.
Being the downer gets no where, is unsuccessful, and is not part of my goals in life.
ive also discovered i like to draw, writing is something i love to express my emotions and dreams.
but my fictional imgination is better expressed with colors of a pencil and a picture of some kind.
ive realized i dont do the typical art scene, people, buildings, and such.
i like to draw epic and original drawings no one can see the meaning to, but me.
all my drawings and doodles have some kind of story or meaning. my art is awkward i must say and definately the last option a real artist will probably pick or maybe it might be even the first they will pick.
i dont write or draw because others are doing it too, which it seems like most people take that action. i do it cause i like it and it expresses how i really feel about things that people will never understand.

its my pursiut of happiness.