secrets.

im filled with angry because of hope.
i hope too big for nothing, it goes nowhere.
why should i try?
brings tears upon my eyes and breaks my heart.
that what we had before is not something anymore.
i try i try i try, & you dont.

loss of trust. something new.

trust can be non existant to me, depending on who you are.
to gain my trust, there is a matter of somekind of love existant
love as small as a stranger friendship.

trust is non existant because of an innocent heartbreak that did not only happen once.
once is once enough, why again?
is there a purpose of why there shouldnt be trust existing between me and you.
if yes, why is there anything because trust is everything.
no trust equals independence equals to a loss of love for one another.
how to trust one's loss and gain more trust is out of love.

at least as of now, other than that im still trying to figure it out.

Ready for Love.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mxkMlS2nuU8