little girl.

You have a heart full of gold.
you have a heart full of spirit.
you have it all but its stuck inside.
your hide your pride.

but why?

Little Girl
where is the trust you once had?
let it be free,
experience and be me.
Little Girl
be happy and not sad.
we all have fear and our days of tears.

You leave yourself behind those bars,
stuck in your past scars.
Little Girl, it is the present day your future is her and to stay.

so fly!

Little Girl,
you have the potential to be it all!
let it be free,
experience and be me.
Pretty Lady,
you have opened your eyes and soared to share to the world,
the world you once called your own.

from my journal.

I feel so broken.
i feel so hurt.
i feel so in the dirt.
im so blind, boy blind.
because your the only boy on my mind.

Friends thats all,
nothing anymore...nothing at all.
you say the things you say that blows my heart away
to me those words stain and are forever.
to you it fades away.
its hard to walk away from the history we have had,
but now i have to find someone else that makes me happy
and not sad.
glad i have no more limits and its not only you.
i can find someone to give me the love that i know
is official and true.

random writes.

whats the secret we all hold against others.
whats the truth we keep inside.
whats the lie we tell others.
whats is really your pride?

create your own steps
do no follow behind
live the life you want
and your love you will find.

i wonder too much
in other words think
how do i say it out loud
my speech is weak.

it came to the day.

the day reality came to mind.
my fantasy is unclear and not defined.
dreams are so specific until you open your eyes.
wishes are secrets until they are real.

my love was once found, but now lost.
it was once lost, but then found.
this may sound like nonsense to you,
but is complete sense to me.

my words are different and hard to believe.
i write to clear my mind not so everyone can read.
because i express through words, but unspoken.

im off to something new because the old is the past.
the past is no longer in my present nor future.
i can memorize the memories, but they are memories.

i tried to fix the present to become the past,
it didnt work.
so im off to something new.

i hope that this really something i can commit too.